Saturday, August 05, 2006


Blank is what I drew for s long time before starting to write this. There so much that I wanted to blog about, specially on my Change Blog.
There is so much happening.
Not just around but inside and outside too.
It is like a strange trance.
Its like your high!
So high that you can feel you mind missing events.
But there, yes there is where you feel it!
You can feel
You can feel so many more things!
You are aware in you unconscious trance
You are so aware that your are thinking. Thinking so many things
You Mind is acting fast.
Fast and Slow.
Both at the same time

It is like you sitting besides this calm lake with you Ipod pumping in high volume ROCK in your nerves.
Like a storm waxing and waning in your head.
To strike
Or not

What to do
Where to go
The echo becoming louder!
Like nails staring to fall on a metal sheet
And increasing

I am SO  L – O –   S. – T


singlewheatfemale said...

me thinks u r watching the show "lost" too much,
hee hee haa haa
and the leprachaun skips away...

starry nights said...

Sometimes we all feel lost and dont know if we are coming or going.dont lose heart.take a break and get back.

Sindhu said...

Abhi... for the first time ever... I feel like I want to write something worthwhile... feel like perhaps be there in what you are feeling... because of the kind of posts by you I have read, I get a feeling that your positive attitude will not let little worries make you feel "lost"!

But whatever it is, it will pass too...

Having gone through some really bitter things in life not too long ago, I know how much it hurts and troubles. I wish I could do something to make you feel better.

I don't know what, but a shayari... not mine, though!

"Dosti mein dil ka tamasha dekha nahi jata,
Humse tuta hua sisa dekha nahi jata,
Apne hisse ki khusiya bhi de du tujhe,
Aye dost tera utra hua chehra dekha nahi jata"

And to go with that... today is Friendship Day. Happy Friendship day and don't let anything make you feel lost... though I know it is easy to say but not that easy to the person who is facing it.

Ab has lo, baba! Ek us ke liye hi aise apni saari vidhya kharch kar rahee hoon :)

AlterinG Abhishek said...

@ S'nighta:
Thanks sooo.. very much..
i AM ok..
I know how so many things are ephemeral, in fact everything in life.

But we need to experiance each oment in toto.

LIke someone told me yesterday...that to experiance the good in life, we need to experiance the "not so good tooo"

AlterinG Abhishek said...

@ Sidhu:(I suppose ur a punjabi) ...
then toh " paaji tyussi tan dil khus kar detaa"
Thanks a tonne buddy!!!
and happie frendship day to you tooo!!

Sindhu said...

Oh... I am not a Punjabi. I am from Bangalore, Karnataka.

But I think I understood that remark... well, sort of.

But what made you think I am a Punjabi? Many people do that mistake.

Never mind, now, how is life?

Shama & Diya said...

I am lost too!! It's as if there's so much around us moving so fast, that you just want everything to stop. But that's not gonna happen now is it...